on the verge of sanity

i am slowly creeping on the verge of sanity and i don't know what to do... hehe on a serious note...

college is creeping up on me really fast, and i'm beginning to notice alot of things... like for one, girls suck, and that i shouldn't get involved in a relationship but i want to really bad... oh well, on another note, i gotta sign up for the sats... eww oh well, i'm working on it!

meh, another day come, another day spent alone... blah, i'm learning to live with it... my friend is talking about breaking up with his g/f... i told him he should, cuz he is only 17 and has much life to live, plus, he won't have any fun if we go to cancun this summer, and he can't do anything...
but w/e, i'm trying to tough it out till i go to college, i guess... unless this girl gets off her butt and asks me out! lol, that'll never happen tho...

it's so wierd cuz i've been on dates with other girls, but none really mean anything to me... but i haven't been on any dates with this one girl, and she's pretty much all i think about... i don't even see myself with these other girls, but i see myself with her... and it can't be... GRR!@$@# oh well, that's life, shit happens and you move on....

so i'll move on, i guess....