another chance at reality...

it sucks trying to be thankful for everything that's happened today, no? yea, oh well...

moving on, i hung out with dustin, and got some new speakers for my car w00t! and to top that... um.. well you can't...

living without courtney opens so many freakin doors for myself, such as chances to date people... if i would stop being a friggin wuss all the time, maybe i'd get somewhere... au pue, that's life...

i'm contemplating going to clubs now... i just have to buy the proper attire and get the right nights off... yay... no... not at all.. i'm such a nerd when it comes to taking chances with girls, it's unbelievable...

not to say that i'm not attractive, i'm just really really.. umm... shy. yeah, shy...
yeeeeaaaahhh.... feeling rejuvinated and whatnot, ready to conquer all of lady-dome, so i'm gonna go hit it, sometime soon, i suppose...

one thing i'm gonna look into is pop dancing... that's incredible how they dance, and i'm gonna practice that.

i've also taken up writing songs again.... i'm an emo kid, so what the hell, let's write emo songs. i'm gonna try to break out of this emoshell tho and pursue more choices of writing... well i'm off to do whatever...