addicted...

i'm addicted to caitlin. what's up with that? lol, no, seriously, it's kinda scary. yesterday was an amazing day, i got my butt handed to me by emily 3 times in a row. suxor. but then we went to a movie and had some dessert, which was nice. but that's not who i'm addicted to, and it's quite obvious.

after my date with emily, i went out to see caitlin, which was odd cuz it was kinda late... okay, it was like 12:00am. yeah, crazy. but it was neat, we were just talking and out of nowhere, i dunno who started it, we started kissing. it was the most amazing experience. everything is perfect about the way she kisses... the way she moves her hands around my body, the way her tongue flickers in and out of my mouth, the way her lips feel, insane. anyways, the next thing i know, it's edging towards 2 o'clock and she's falling asleep on me. reluctantly i walk her to the door, where we share one last kiss, and i'm left to drive home trying to remember what happened....

today at work, i was in immense withdrawl. lol i floated through first 6 hours, and the last hour seemed to take forever. i couldn't wait to talk to her, it's insane. all i wanted to do was call her and hear her voice. the thought of what had happened this morning was still held in my mind, and i was kinda listless and drifting in and out of work... haha.. but anyways, it's crazy how much i care about her. i don't even know what it is, but i just feel like everything belongs... maybe it doesn't...

only time can tell.

"once you leave neverland, you forget how to fly..."