seeing through blind eyes

alot of people are gonna bitch about frances.... i'm one of them. i don't see the necessity in freaking out over a storm that is constantly weakening... oh well, w/e pops their rocks.. the way i see it, we're moving plants and stuff, only to have them moved back after a little rain... maybe i may be proved wrong this go-around, no?

seeing through blind eyes, tough, isn't? that's how i feel right now, just kinda aloof, i guess. hrm, i was thinking of all the confusion in my mind, and came to the conclusion that i will have to distance myself from some of the people i care about in order to protect myself.

"maybe, things happen for a reason,
wherein lies the answer, to overcome the greiving,
of life's unruly lessons, i'm handed in succession,
it builds my pain, which makes me stronggg....."

those lyrics mean alot, because they bear truth... in order not to hurt myself, i'm gonna have to move away from some people i love, so that we don't hurt each other... confusion is gone, now it's a sense of depravity, a sense of knowing without proving... i must break that feeling and get going...

i love you, whoever you are, whoever reads this, i love you with the upmost intensity that i have felt love before. if you feel that love is equal, than you know who you are, if not, then you will never know..

i speak through the mouth of a mute, threfore, you will never hear the words i scream to you... you will never hear anything from my mouth, my heart, because i can't speak to you... i am but a ghost in a world full of nothing... and so i shall fade away into that nothingness, and you will not bat an eye, because you can't see me, and even if you can, i can't see you....

"once you leave neverland, you forget how to fly..."