just go with it...

just go with it... i think that's going to be my new motto. i saw the girl next door today, which by the way, was totally fuckin awesome, and not at all what i expected. that movie taught me to just go with it, and live life for all it's worth. so fuck it.

fuck what people think and how i decide to act around them... because i'm not gonna be here for much longer anyways. fuck all of the shit that i put up with, just so i can please people around me, fuck it all.

i'm done pining over people who like to play with my mind, done pining over people who have torn me down. i'm done trying to impress the people who don't give a shit about me, and done trying to fuckin do everything... lol...

the crue is back, so to speak.. ramon broke up w/his g/f, for w/e reason, i am free, and so we shall persue the love of the ladies... i mean what?

man, i'm so fuckin hyped! omg, i'm gonna explode and shit... this is crazy.. it's like, i'm not tied down anymore.. i can do whatever the fuck i want... it's obvious nobody wants a relationship with me right now, so why not just get crazy and live it up?!?!

man it's so fuckin crazy out here... let's tear it up, shall we?! this is great, so much is changing... no freakin way. oh well, let's just go balls out, and take life by the tits, and then... SUCK THEM!!!!

sry ladies.... i didn't mean that, i promise...

"once you leave neverland, you forget how to fly..."